Just cuz.. I feel lonelyHeyyyyy how r u all doingggg??!Just cuz.. I feel lonely by chikuQ
Yup so I am trying now to stop - okay to be honest, I don't think I can, but atleast to try think _less_ sad than usually.. And I'd like to thank :iconthearawyn: for giving me such good idea of getting a scrapbook etc. to put things in it that make me happy
Weeeee XD I even got a few poems etc. on it from a good friend (thank youuu ).. It is black, a bit depressing colour, but I could colour it XD I just love the quote/text on it:
"promise yourself to be strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind"
Gana try live by that lol <3 And if anyone feels lonely ( like me ) and feel like talking to me, I'm hereeee!!!!!!! XD I'm trying to keep myself busy doing stuff and talking to people cuz it seems like alone my head just starts thinking the sad things and stories... :/ Also I've been feeling a lot anxious lately, I have no idea why.... Maybe it's the schools starting soon (he
a drop of rainShe had been standing still for a very long time. Long enough for the moon to rise above the horizon, and slide a good half way across the sky. But this wasn't unusual, nor was it something her family prodded her about anymore. She stood still as a bronze statue in that dark room, lit only by the slight moon light seeping in through the curtains. Her arms stayed by her side and were beginning to get numb from disuse. She barely noticed for she was no longer really there.
Her eyes fixated on the houses outside her apartment but she seemed to be seeing something else entirely. Her eyes were far away, searching for something deep inside herself: searching for the truth. Images of him, her grandmothers and her childhood home came to her so sharply and fiercely that they cut deep into her one by one…cut deep into old wounds that instead of being tended to, had been left to rot. The vividness of the memories that tortured her was the only thing that brought her still body to life in that da